31) I want this craziness... I want you... I want us!

32) You glow different when you are actually happy...

33) Finding Love and Friendship
with the same person is Blessings...

34) You are not my mistake but
beautiful incident of my life...

35) In my darkest days you
are my full moon...

36) Moon were disappointed me
whenever I needed someone to talk!!!

37) The moon has seen my darkest sides...

38) Sometimes, The moon is all I have...

39) Just a hug and all my anger melts away...

40) I don't want much just your time, your love and only you...

41) Your favourite things become mine favourite too because your my favourite...

42) I was waiting for you without knowing that, it is you...

43) From pulling my cheeks
To pulling me out of my sadness
you handled our relationship romantically and maturely simultaneously...

44) If it makes you happy, it does not have to make sense to others...

45) How I know I love him?
" I trust him more than any other after my Parents"

46) When you realised he is the one? When the whole world saw my fake smiles, he noticed the pain in my eyes...

47) Even if I am angry at you still I wait for your text!

48) I craved for you, Not for sex...But for the kisses, touches, for your voice just for your presence...

49) My mental health always: if you give me a long hug I might start crying...

50) Hug me until, I smell like you...

51) No one is special as you are and no one pure as you are...

52) Why Him? He saw the sadness behind my smile... and became the only reason of my happiness!

53) From talking until 3 am, to talking 3 hours, to talking 3 minutes, to talked three days before...

54) Most of the time all I need is a hug from you and you to say that I am not alone...

55) In this story of mine, you are always best and favourite chapters...

56) Texting first is not an issue for me as long as you makes me feel like really you want to talk to me... But If you make me feel like I am burden to you, I will just leave without saying anything...

57) Sometimes I feel like you unloving me slowly...

58) Lack of communication ruins everything between us
because instead of knowing how the other person is feelings,
we just start to assume...

59) I fall n love with you...
I fall in love with the sound of your laugh...
I fall in love the sadness you shared only with me...
I fall in love the way you looked at me...
I fall in love with you the attention you payed on what I say or what I do...
I fall in love when your both beautiful and love when like a mess...
And then, watching you change... Might change...
Watching you no longer laugh...
Watching you saying everything is okay, when nothing is right...
Watching you look away when i see your eyes...
Watching you saying you want to be alone...
In my head, i would say "we have to work to make things work".. But i will keep quite, I just listen...I even forced to give upon..
Ever so slowly, that feelings will eat me away...
(By finding the reason behind our flaws... It is not our flaws.. It is all because of our society made and destroying our feelings towards us)...

60) Suicide is not selfish, Suicide is normally, death caused by the illness of depression... It is the final symptom... A final collapse under unbearable weight... Suicide is a tragedy, If you have never been close to that edge.. "Try Not To Judge What You Cannot Understand"...

Miss you

That anticipation before you arrive and that bittersweet feeling when you depart... a mix of joy and sadness... I'm expecting you back soon... with a few tears and a lot of joy.

Synopsis:
Introduction.
Concerning life.
How this life has rendered me disabled.
My life stages include.
1)Solitude.
2)Private life.
3)Public life.
 
Hello, and welcome to my life story. It could be both interesting and inspiring.
This is the story of a disabled girl who experiences both realistic and imaginative aspects of life.
Where do I start expressing myself?
Should I begin with my childhood or with my current mental state?...🤔
This life always leaves me with a lot of unanswered questions. What is correct and what is incorrect? So, how are the rights and wrongs resolved?...🤷
So, with your help, let's read about me and read the mind of the disabled girl who sees the world differently, may or may not!☺️

Concerning Life:
What is the most important thing in life? How could we say that our lives are perfect? What gives our lives the opportunity to stand out from the crowd? Is this the real life we hope to lead?
Is it really our education that determines our life, job, status, and standard of living, or... What judges our lives and gives us the perfect feeling?
Is it true that parents have complete authority over their children and that we should always be taught what is right and wrong in order to improve our lives as a whole?
Is it true that we always need someone to share our lives with? How can we possibly determine who is the best person in our lives? Is it possible to love someone all the time, and if not, is this considered a phoney relationship?
What exactly does this life require of us? And what do we truly require from this life?

How this life has rendered me disabled...
March 12, 2000.
It was a beautiful day, as they all are. I never imagined it would change my life so drastically.
My mother picked me up from play school while the new NH road was being built.
I'm only five years old. wearing a school uniform for a child I'm holding my mother's hand.
The government bus was behind us, but there was also a tractor. That tractor lost control and collided with the bus, which collided with me only slightly.
That threw me off the road, and I got a few minor scratches as a result. Amma, on the other hand, fell into the pit and broke her leg. People pitched in to get us in a auto and to the hospital for first aid. They gave us first aid, and I was walking for the last time in my life. They advised us to go to St.hospital John's in Bangalore for a thorough examination. There was no time in me the next day while they were injecting. So they assumed something else was going on.
So they scheduled an MRI for me. They discovered that I had suffered a spinal cord injury and had lost sensation below my waist. They took me for additional tests and informed us that I could no longer walk and that there is no treatment for this.
I was in the hospital for nearly a month before being released. We lived in an upstairs apartment. I stay at home for a year. My parents began to take me to as many treatments and hospitals as they could.

My life stages include:
My life is split into three sections: solitude, private life, and public life.
Only my solitude defines me. Private life is how I interact with my family and friends, while public life defines my surroundings.

Solitude: This life includes my time spent alone with myself. Spending time with God like (praying, singing devotional songs, and researching Bible content.) One of my favourite activities is looking for biblical content. Then there's listening to music, watching movies, drawing, crafting, and blogging.......read more...

Personal life: This includes how I spend my time with my family and three friends of mine.......read more...

Public life: All of my other activities in this society are considered....read more...